CHEER UP MY DEAR! ♥ ♥ ♥

TO MY DEAREST EYFA,

EYFA HASBOLLAH, 

  

Ape yang aku akan cakapkan dengan kau thru my blog,

aku harap kau jgn tersinggong or amek hati.

Aku bukan nak pull you down or fikir bukan2 okay.

Ini ape yang aku rase kan.

Bila kau sebok in r/s kau,the main thing dalam kepale otak kita is LAST LONG & HE'S EVERYTHING TO YOU & YOU LOVE HIM SOO MUCH TILL NO ONE CAN REPLACE.

Am i right?

Kita,GIRLS, kept thinking bout bf,da makn ke blom tnga buat ape && etc.

but kita fkirkan sal drng,drng ade buat mcm mane kita buat tk??

Drng punya mindset laen from us.

But firstly kau kene fikir the negative side gak.

Anything can happen to us.

We can't trust them fully,don't be too lenient towards them nanty dorng pijak kpale kita.

We must be firm,jgn pernah tkt dgn dia.

GUYS HAVE THEIR OWN EGO,BUT THEY ARE MUCH MORE WORST THEN US.

Perempuan nye hati lembut sngt. kene marah skit nnty kita nanges mcm aku.

Aku ckp ngn kau seriously aku nih very sensitive tau.

aku pon dulu tkt dgn fit,tpy now aku try to fight back kita ade maruah don't ever let them look down on us.

Aku ade bcer satu buku nih. aku tk brape ingt tittle dia.

It says ths:  1st  time break up= feeling fades/not ready in any relationships

2nd time breakup = no chance/don't want us anymore

but aku tak pcyer kan tuu sme cos for me its all BULLSHITS!

Firstly kalau tak ready in relationships asal sound jdy gf,kasi hopes?

HMMMMMMMMMMMM.......

i think he need times or mayb he miss his old times dgn member2.

Kasi dia Cool down dulu for few days/weeks.

But aku tk fhm whats the reason of breaking up?

Fa,listen here BE STRONG& BERSABAR!

i'm very sure you can overcome this situation.

Aku nak kau fikirkan all over kesilapaan dia then if one day dia nak patch up alek kau kasi dia syarat2,don't do this don't do that.

Kalau dia tk boleh ditegur,sampai biler fa?

kau nak kahwin dgn orng yg ego tinggi?

INGT! EVERYTHING COMES FOR A REASON :)

Aku tknak kau sedih2,trus diam tak kecoh mcm dulu dlm klass,

i'm sure he'll come back for you,one day. Insyallah,amin.

For the mean time kau just act as per normal,jgn pernah blang dia yg kau sedih sgt2,

nanty drg ingt we can't live without them.

Nanty ego dorang lagi tinggi.

STAY STRONG! Berdoa bnyk2.

Ingt mataer nih bukan tempat untuk share kasih sayang jek, tpy untuk help each other to be more responsible & more mature in handling own problems & r/s.

Ingt There's karma & there's ALLAH SWT.

'Where there's a will there's a way'

Berdoa untk kebaikan bukan mintak dia balik to us.

just hope for the best.

Just hope that a guy yg boleh bimbing kau & yg sanggop brubah untk kau & mase depan :)

i'm sure allah will give you a way or a right path.

everything can be solve.

It depends kau nak or taknak jek.

cheyy chey kan aku da mcm ustazah-uztazah. ehem ehem. 

BAHHAHAHAH!

Udah udah,ngapain nangis terusan?udah lupain aja ape yg terlah berlaku.

cari aja pria yang ganteng2 & pandai ilmu solah.

ingat ya kamu masih ada teman teman kamu & juga keluarga mu yang sentiasa akan menyokongmu dari belakang.

*KAN AKU DAH JADI MAID INDON JAP*

hehehhehhehehhehehehhehe!

*REMEMBER THIS, OH-YEAH WILL ALWAYS BE BESIDE YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED US♥♥♥

Cheer up!!!!! Be Strong!!!

CHIAYO CHIAYO CHIAYO!!

xoxo♥♥♥♥

TOODLES~ 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitry!

Now its the 6th day of bulan Syawal. Alhamdullilah,i get to celebrate Hari Raya with my family as usual.

First day of hari raya, i have to wake up early just to get ready before nenek came bck frm Solat Raya.

It tooks 5 hours to bath then dolly-ing up for myself. while it tooks another 30 mins to put some make up & do some touch up for mommy & my lil sis,sabrina. grr.. -__-''

The best part was 'Bermaaf-maafan'.

awww.. as usual,i'll cry when i seek for forgiveness from mommy & nenek.

i'm so sorry if i termaki, tersumpah, tercabol, tertipu, termarah, tertengking, tertinggikan suara,

or any Ter-Ter.

i'm not that perfect as you all knows that.

i have my own weakness. 

Specially to my OH-YEAH'S MEMBERS♥,

I, Princess Fifi Panz *ehem-ehem*, ingin menyusun kesemua sepuluh jari jemariku yg pendek &kontot ini,untuk meminta maaf sekiranya saye ade terbuat salah, termaki ke, termkn mknan korang sampai habes ke, terminom air korng ker, terkutok korang ke(so far maen2 jek lah tkde niat laen pon), ter ketawekan ke, terkentot dlm klass smpai nanu jangkit,cian dia kene cirit birit mcm saye ke, terbuat korang nanges ke, tersarcastic ngn korng ke, dan seme yg TER TER TER TER. 

Saye betol mintak maaf.  Harap jgn tersinggong itu seme hanya senda gurauan ajer.

Harap sngt korng dpt maafkan saye okay?

Nanty saye blanje you all mkn 'le-le' kat kdai mamak okay. :')

Yang sape buat kuih muih yg sedap belaka, tolong simpan kan saye stu btol okay,saye pon nak rase. hihiihihihiihihhi.

kaylah i'm done :)

LOVE OH-YEAH SOOO MUCH!

MWAACXKSZ! 

xoxo♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

TOODLES~

Ready for school :)

While waiting for Shammy whammy,i sempat take photo. see shammy sempat tau aku pose mentel untok kau.ahahhaha

Cepat pls. pls. pls.

sha just woke up at 9. grr.

aku bgn kul 6.30 then mandi-mandi.

After that siap-siap fnish arnd 7.50.

 sempat tngok video raye lagi tau. hmmph!

btw my menses cheat my feelings for the 2nd time sia. tdy pagy ade then skrng tkde..

i want to puase liow. :(

can't wait for raye!! yippeee!!

Now its the 15th day of Ramadan.

yayy!!

Klah now gtg.

have to wait shammy siap then can go already.

&& now hv to visit the toilet fr the 4th time :(

adoiii.

 TOODLES~

xoxo :)

Happy Belated 31th Monthsary,Baby Mok♥♥

Baby, i stil can't believe it's our 31th monthsary last friday.

hehehhehe.

As usual once it came to our Anniversary,we celebrate it with either BBQ chickens or KFC. -_-''

I know you're a chicken FREAK♥!ahahhahah

Luckily i'm not the fussy type.

So do appreciate me baby & stop comparing me with other girls okay.

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE control your temper. i hate it you know.

GRRRRR.

So baby although our anniversary had past,just wanna wish you again.

>_< hehhehehe.

HAPPY BELATED 31TH MONTHSARY,MY BABY MOK♥♥.

love you alots. 

just remember that i'll be supporting you frm behind in any fields that you're doing okay?

trust me & please don't dissapoint me.

no more please baby?

:(

btw imy sia..grrr. i miss your stomach & i miss mami's sambal belacan.

hehehhehhehe.

kaylah baby i'm done.

xoxo,

TOODLES~

Miss this girl ^^ ♥♥

Haiyoo miss this girl.^^

miss talking to her,miss bullying her,miss dating with her.

she'll be reaching sg this monday.

hopefully she'll reached here safely.insyallah.amin.

Feecar,tuesday we go eat ban mian okay?

she's been missing SG ban mian frm last mnth.hmm :)

so we'll plan with OH-YEAH♥ then we head to tamp mall for our BAN MIAN-ING okay?

Can't wait to meet you n tuesday & can't wait to meet OH-YEAH♥ on MONDAY!

 Yipeee! ^^

kay lah i'm done.

xoxo.

TOODLES~

Takde kerja carik kerja. -_-''

Feeling-feeling artist huh??? AHHAHA

k i noe its lame. hmm kinda bored now.

so i find something to do besides watching movies.

till now bored to the max.

baby mok meet his friends.

24/7 outside. grr.*jealous*

please comebck soon,i wanna otp with you lah mok. 

Windu many many. ^^ ehehheheh

k lah till here.

kay i'm done.

xoxo,

TOODLES~

=) =) =)

Thanks to Syasya GorgeousFinds ! =)

Because of her, i get to buy the LAST PIECE jeggings.

wheee~

So damn cheap sia. only $12.90 each.

Thanks Syasya GorgeousFinds for informing bout your customer's cancellation for jeggings.

Kay i'm done.

xoxo.

TOODLES~ 

Baby sho Sweet =)

Baby Mok, ILY EVEN MORE!!

You're becoming more sweeter person than usual.

&& i love it soo much..

Thanx baby.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

hmm,soo bored. watching online movie while waiting for baby to cmbk frm jb.

i'll wait for you dear. Don't worry.

k lah gonna continue with my movie.

TOODLES~

i'm totally down now :'(

OMG! seriously i need to buck up more. :'(

this is DISASTER.

feel like quiting. feel like giving up too.

but when i looked at my mom's face,i cn't bear to disappoint her.

Mom,ily. i'll try my best. but i cn't promise for now.

mayb i'm the most stupid person in my class.

-_-''

I just need to be more focus & more attentive fr the next semester.

mom i nid your support & prayers too.

i'll try my best & i'll prove to my other cousins,

that i can get into poly without going higher nitec.

i won't let you down,mom.

I PROMISE.

And to my dear Baby Mok,

Baby thanx for the advise.

thanx for your words & encouragements that doesn't bring me down.

i knew you're going to suport me from behind.

thanx baby,thnx soo much.

ILY & ILOVEBOTHOF YOU =)

Kay i'm done for now.

xoxo.

TOODLES~

I is so BAD!! *cheeky face*

Baby you nak nih?

betol you nak?

lawakan?

kumpul duit sendri okay?

HAHAHHAHAHAHA. 

Taklah maen2 jek.

wait long2 kay nanty aru i beli. 

hehehehhehehe..

kasi i beli makeup & baju then i simpan skit2 duit then we buy okay? 

kay,i'm done

xoxo.

toodles~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dear baby mok, imy soo muchcxz !

:'( :'( :'( :'(

i'm truly sorry. can i rewind everything like usual?

pretty please.

we need to meet asap so that we can settle our problems okay,my dear.

btw remember this? : SAYANG SAYANG BHY MOK?

hmmmm..

i miss your hug,your kiss,your voice,your smell.

&& especially your BELLY. =)

Please think twice before doing any decision okay love?

ILOVEYOOSOODAMNMUCH!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

kay i'm done.

Xoxo

TOODLES~

:'(

Dear b mok,i'm sorry. i miss you badly.

i was damn shocked with your decision. how could you say that towards me.

It hurts me alot. because of that Liah, we fought.

because of her you've change.

she's ruining our relationship. :'(  can't you realised that.

she kept complaining to you that i did this & did that to her.

& you some sort like scold me & angry with me just bcos of her.

PLEASE WAKE UP FIT!

You've been siding her all this while.

& how bout my feelings?

can you feel how i felt now? I don't think so,fit.

whenever she's in trouble, she'll find you & you helped her. 

but how bout me fit? 

you remember she kept calling you that night just to cmplaint bout hafee?

you hang up the phone just to settle her probs but how bout me?

i'm having family & i need you to listen it all.

but....

hais.if you were in my shoes,you'll know how i felt now.

you kept saying that you lose face when i did that to her.

on that day i read thru your sent msg & i saw you texting 'ira'

i didn't knew abt it.

& you told me she's just your old 'lepak' friend.

& she didn't use that number no more.

But that day i texted you & you say your credits running low.

you have to save it for free incomes.

but still you can text her rather than me.

hmmm..nvm its okay then.

tc of yourself okay. promise me baby :'( 

i still love you,b mok.

GOODBYE.

baby mok sho cute =)

AHHAHAH. i kept laughing when i read this over & over. he still can 'LAYAN' my 'merepek-ness' -_-''

HAIYOO..

baby mok♥, you sho cute. ily. bye.

TOODLES-

cravings♥

now i'm at woodlands north plaza's shop & save.

buying BEN & JERRY'S ice-cream.

while waiting for my turn to pay at the cashier,i'm blogging now. ahhaha

SOO THE KIASU. =)

wahliow craving for this from last week sia.

ATLAST! i get it. oh nom nom.

thanks to mom♥ for 'BELANJA-ING' me.

ily more,mommy.

k now its my turn.gonna end this post now.

byebye.

TOODLES-

S.l.e.e.p.y :(

Ohemmgee, what a SATURDAY. :(

i kept sleeping.mayb i was too damn tired. yestrday i slept at 5.30am.hehhee  -_-''

So yeah,its my fault.hmm.i woke up at 12++ & took 'my own sweet time' bath at 12.50pm till 1.40pm o.o

mom kept nagging at me for sleeping late,wake up late & taking my own sweet time bath. haiyoo. tsk'tsk

while bathing mom cooked for us. p.s that's the best part. hihiihi. shhh our favourite dish. SEAFOOD FRIED RICE WITH FRIED CHICKEN♥. yumyum. Me likey :) 

after eating help mom water the plants,

sweep the floor & clean her bedroom. pheeww. 

then after helping her with house chores, me & cha aka boy tetek went to my room to watch BOLT & HOME ALONE 1. =) 

while watching home alone, i slept halfway & mom went to my room and switch off my lappie for me.

awww thanks mom♥, ily.

p.s actually i just woke up & straight away blogging.ahah.i'm hungry now.

Guess,gonna continue blogging right after my 'late dinner',peepos.

Brb peepos.mom is calling me for my dinner.

TOODLES-

xoxo

My Wishlist ♥

-New oven for baking cakes & cookies ♥

-A new phone ♥

-New Mascara ♥

-New Face primer ♥

-New nude lipstick ♥

-New compact powder ♥

-New big wadrobe ♥

-New shoes ♥

-4 tix to uss for me & baby's family ♥

-New spare phone ♥

-New foundation ♥

TOODLES,

xoxo =)

i can't sleep.. hmmm :(

dear baby, i know you really wanna watch this movie aye. wait kay baby. when we have the money we'll watch together okay?be patient please.''BERSABAR ITU ADALAH SEPARUH DARI IMAN'' =)

hehheheheh. baby collect duit bnyk2 then kita go movie marathon & makan AYAM-AYAM ♥ 

wheee-

kay i'm done.

TOODLES!

I'm the most happiest girl ever :)

yay! atlast i get to meet baby mok! heheh.. miss him alots. ^^ yestrday i slept at 5am then i woke up at  2.45pm. && i'm late for everything. but in the end i didn't even went to my workplace sob sob.

But nevmind,still i get to meet someone who can make me laugh 24/7. love him lots. i met him at 6.30pm & that point of time i was damn hungry. i didn't even have the chance to grab my breakfast or even lunch. huhu. so we have to wait for 'mami' to get bck hme frm work. her fren 'om' BLANJA us makan. baby,me,mami & om had the half BBQ chicken with rice while adik hving the chicken cutlet with rice. =)

damn full sia. haha. thanks to om. after eating chill for awhile & met mail with baby then we went to cheers just to get the 100 plus for baby cos 'nak kasi perot digest betol' hahhaha. p.s perot tak terdigest bey nak digest kan. ahahhahha. blablablablabla the i went bck hme. lucky mom nvr nag sia just bcos i reach hme nearly 1am. pheeww.. -_-''

okay thats for today,i guess. hihihih.

bye,nitey nite.

TOODLES =)

Imy, boyfie :'(

dear bf ♥, imy alots.. :(
meet up soon okay?? &&we go makan2 & watch movie okay? MUACKXCZ!
Ily. xoxo.


kay,i'm done =)